I have found my weakest point, that sucks.. I was choking with sobs but could not cry..
I'm such a worthless warrior! Shame and disgrace to me.........


Today I walked a very long time .. Looking at the nature and the clear blue sky.. I was happy!
I looked at the people passing by .. my God, what they are spending their time on? 

Maintaining stable frameworks of life (boring), making money,all those gossips and shit, thinking about themselves... People are holding SO tighly all the things they've been brainwashed with from childhood, so scared of letting them go. They will die, thousands of those dies every fucking day... And .. They do not understand that they will always remain just... AVERAGE...middle class, 

normal, not interesting. I laugh at this world, because everything that occurs to me is the biggest game of some illusionist, and all of you are just playing random roles.

So I went out today, looked around .. Oooh ... Those stupid filthy persons... Having so great egos that even the smallest trouble is like the punch in the face, they are taking just everything personally. Against them  I feel winged and happy, I am everything and I do not exist in other parallel.... 

I'm nobody and I do whatever I want, I am free.